The Last Day You Will Ever See Me Like This.

I wanted to write something thoughtful here, but my arms, hands, and fingers hurt too much.

Tomorrow morning, I’m having spinal reconstruction surgery. I filmed this on my way to my pre-surgery appointment.

I wish I had told you sooner how much pain I’ve been in. I wish I had let you in on this journey.

I’m letting you in now. I won’t be filming every moment, but I’ll speak to you when I can and share what I can through surgery and recovery.

Alhamdulillah for it all. May Allah accept my pain as a means of cleansing me of my sins in this life and preparing me for Jannah.

Please keep me in your duas.